Paul Broks: What should I do?

There’s plenty I don’t understand about myself, but nothing nags. Paradoxically, the deeper I got into neuropsychology the less interested I became in the details of my own inner workings. I’m not sure why. It certainly is not because I arrived at any great insight or understanding. I still experience the almost visceral sense of puzzlement over matters of brain, mind and selfhood that first drew me to the field. What happened, I think, was a shift – let’s imagine a neural switch somewhere in the frontolimbic circuitry – from one preoccupying question, What am I? to another, What should I do? It left me less inclined to bother about self-understanding than to consider the value of things, moral and aesthetic. How best to live? But here’s a nagging thought: might those two preoccupying questions turn out to be one and the same, like the evening star and the morning star?

Dr Paul Broks is a clinical neuropsychologist at the University of Plymouth and a popular science writer. “On Emotion”, the first of a planned trilogy of plays by Broks and Mick Gordon, about emotion and magical thinking, was shown in the West End last December.

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3 thoughts on “Paul Broks: What should I do?”

  1. I wonder if that “one” question is what religion has tried to answer, with some focusing more on the “doing” and others focusing more on the “being”

  2. I had the same feelings, and was strangely drawn to someone whom I had only just met. We talked a little at a Script writing class, after which she lent me a book by Eckhart Tolle. A book not for any particular religeon, but it explains your change of consciousness in what I believe are very logical terms, with all the man made conditioning stripped away.Once you read it, theres no going back. It is magical. It happened to me, and it is a natural phenomenon, and the start of a personal journey. Watch your own space and you will see what I mean.

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